My unwashed thoughts.
Straight from the soul.
Not nessasarily based on reality.
I don/t know where I am going, IO do not know where I have been. Will the sickness ever pass? Will I ever be able to run with my kids? Snow board? Ride a horse? Walk more than 50 feet without being spent? I am tired all the time, my mind constantly hibernating, shutting down, I have to reboot constantly. What if I forget my password? What if one day my mind does not wake up? Fear grips my future like an anaconda grips a defenseless pig.
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