I feel the need to connect but how to do this is the question I find impossible to answer.
I love the world in all its faults, even though it has at time dealt me some serious blows..
To integrate Mind/body/world is elusive to me.
my thoughts run away from me.
Reality has always been a figment of someone elses imagination.

I see my goal.
My body is connected to the world and through that connection is pain.
My soul is connected to my body making my soul ache.
The reason these connections are negative is that my Soul is not connected to the world.
Completing this circle will, I believe, change these connections from negative to positive.


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