Sometimes my life seems to be spinning out of control.
When i feel like this it usually means that things are going well!?
Why? I don't know.
When My life is in chaos I can remain focused and in control I can deal with the insanity of life is going strong.
But when all is well...........
Chaos in my mind!

Sitting here alone just before dawn, Usually i would like this but not really today. Bobby is away and My Morgan is down at her Grandparents. Boy do I miss her. I did not think tha tI would, but I do, terribly!
Bobby is gone just for a day and his absence on the couch next to me is wierd.
Bonnie and Ian are both upstairs sleeping as usual but the house still seems emptier (is that a word?) than usual.